? ! mike

crushed

this journal has been subject to extreme littering, pollution and waste material. time to start anew.


yours truly,
susan macdougal

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lol, i'm so fucking lonely.

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Today was really tiring.

I got out of bed because I had to throw up. I'm really sick. I mean REALLY sick.

I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!

I'm so happy. I just found out that I have been accepted into Harvard. And Yale. I don't know which to choose... oh, why is life so hard sometimes?

Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.

I want to tell the world that I'm gay.

I am making this journal Friends Only because of the perverts and stalkers who only want to see my photos.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, and should stop smoking drugs.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.

I want to tell the world that I'm gay.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this poem I wrote. It's about my friend Robert, who has bipolar disorder. Just like me. And Heidi.

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what did i do?
what did i do?

what did i do?

my icon gives me a cute attack.

so i finally have enough music on this computer for me to 'safely' download last.fm.

CHECK IT

i miss hanging out with alice.
i miss 5th period and 7th period of last year.
i miss seeing ally every single day and laughing uncontrollably over anything and everything.
i miss long and frequent talks with shawna.

i'm missing some things.

...

anyone know how to get on myspace at school?

this lack of computer is making me feel even more isolated than i already, almost perpetually do.


...this weekend better be decent.

MONO WITH ALLY ON THE THIRD OF SEPTEMBER AT THE BOWERY BALLROOM IT IS!

it was either mono or explosions in the sky, which was kind of a tough choice. but the decision is made because mono are better and probably especially intense live.

 

and i'm on my lil' nigga of a laptop, too.

1. Yourself: enigmmatic
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Non-existant
3. Your hair: greasy
4. Your Mother: Sensible
5. Your Father: difficult
6. Your Favorite Item: ipod
7. Your dream last night: forgotten
8. Your Dream Home: unusual
9. The Room You Are In: family
10. Favorite Colour: Red(?)
11. Your fear: public
12. Where do you want to be in ten years?: accomplished
13. Who you hung out with last night: Friends
14. What You're Not: realistic
15. Your Best Friend: unsure
16. One of Your Wish List Items: book(s)
17. Your Gender: male
18. The Last Thing You Did: cigarette
19. What You Are Wearing: gray
20. Your Favorite Weather: brisk
22. The Last Thing You Ate: chicken
23. Your Life: complicated
24. Your Mood: spacy
25. Who the fuck are you: mike

raise your hand if your myspace got deleted!

raise your hand if you're going to refrain from getting a new one until some other time!

AND NOT LESBIANS EITHER

"

i want to tell my heart to you.but i cannot say English

"

what a brilliant icon... i think i'm in love with it. i guess it's pretty ok to fall in love with. at least it moves and shows some emotion.

Bands // Song Titles
Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::	MOGWAI
Are you female or male::	cody
Describe yourself::	i know you are but what am i?
How do some people feel about you::	hunted by a freak
How do you feel about yourself::	moses? i amn't
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::	emergency trap
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::	we're no here
Describe where you want to be::	yes! i am a long way from home
Describe what you want to be::	with portfolio
Describe how you live::	killing all the flies
Describe how you love::	r u still in 2 it
Share a few words of wisdom::	kids will be skeletons.
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d00d, i hate when people fucking download poems i post on my deviantart but don't even bother to leave comments.

HOTAZZ FUCKIN' LAYOUT, MIKE!

...in progress.

like doing anything too energy-consuming.

i.
am.
so.
sick.
of.
my.
sister.
complaining.

every day, every hour. it's a daily affair.

"i'm bored..."
"i have no friends..."
"i hate this house..."
"i hate my life..."
"i wish i could feel good for once..."





et-fucking-cetera.

so yesterday was pretty damn fun.

hung out with aleXXX and nicole for a few hours. first there was the ice cream shop--home of ice cream creamier than any ice cream i've ever tasted. they had one of my classic flavorz: peppermint schtick.

after that we headed to alex's house, which is also the home of this kid my sister had the hugest crush on in like 3 different grades. but it was quite fun. let's see, what did we do... oh yeah. first we looked at a book titled "naked women". hahah. no, but it was this book of very well-executed female nudes with every level of weirdness and experimental-ness you could possibly imagine. the pictures were dIzCuZzEd... we each had a few rather distinct favorites. my taste in naked women (haa) ended up being largely different from theirs.

then we were shown plans for some of nicole's, well, planned, mixed media pieces. very interesting. it felt curiously enriching to go through things like that. but anyway, they all involved things like pipes, machinery nails and rats/mice. tres inventive, if i do say so myself.

next came looking at clothes while listening to regina spektor; some of her stuff i fell in love with, other songs didn't really really get to me in quite the same way. we also listened to the unicorns who were kind of yuck.

hmm, what else. there was talk of preservation and such... as well as sort of things related to perception of people/eachother. and the movies "party monster" and "clifford" though we didn't watch and i've never personally seen either.

HAHAHHAHAHA, oh... and we laughed for like 20 minutes straight at this neon green polyester sock thing when worn over one arm. h'omg, i'm cracking up as we speak. (uh, i type.)

OH. and we had these supercoolfantasmicamazinghawthawthawt plans to dress up a little on the crazy side and go to molten java, some show in bethel and, uh, a diner or something. but they didn't work out because of MAH FUCKIN MOTHA RAH. but i completely forgot that my mom and sister had to go somewhere and i was forced--LIKE A SLAVE I WAS FORCED--to b8bsit my yunga sizda.

shiiiiitttt, that reminds me i have to go to the fucking diner RIGHT HERE IN THE CENTER OF TOWN with the rest of the family and my crazy-ish (though, bothh my grandmas are crazy) grandma + her, uh, male partner with whom she has no apparent physical or romantic connection.

call me a loser (...i am) but the idea of going to the DINER IN THE MIDDLE OF TOWN with them doesn't interest me. if it were some random restraunt 15 minutes away from here i wouldn't give a shit and would simpy, uh, take the good with the bad. meaning eat everything on the menu but have to deal with...everything else.

BYE/DIE. jkjk

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ugh, livejournal is being such a bitch to my profile.

new icon. painting i did a few days ago.

i did alot of painting whilst high... i guess i'll post some of them eventually.

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mike officially hates LJ cuts

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

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i want them all.

i did a search for "goth punk platform boots" and this was one of the first things to come up.

and in a way it's extremely comforting.

i just realized i forgot how to spell.

so i got a livejournal. i don't know whether or not i will really use it, i suppose we shall see.

i'm guessing the majority of entries will be friends only, so add me if you'd like (read: if i know you).



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